.. mY CHaMbeR ..

Journal

I'll write here for basic things. Like my day. Or if something fun happened. I'll leave more school,
personal, ect. stuff that nobody online would know about (or..well care about) for physical
writing..Because...I enjoy writing on a real journal! and i'm too lazy to get on my computer,
go to neocities..ect. just to write some.

:: 6.26.25 :: listening to ~ i wish i was queer so i could get chicks by bloodhound gang..yeah long name i know :: umm.. i totally have been talking here for 2 months. well whatever ~ I WENT TO GAMESTOP AND THEY HAD TONY HAWK PROMO STUFF they had a huge poster on the front next to a sw*tch 2 poster which is.. mogger vs mogged horrid AND I WATCHED THE NEWEST TRAILER and they had CKY playing and BAM i really like bams board there and his character looks really cool i like it. i hope bam comes to fort worth some time so i could get slapped. and speaking of board and um tony stuff... i broke my tv with a stupid ass skateboard because i couldnt land the most basic thing ever (i forgot what trick i was attempting probably an ollie ive been trying to master those) and it went flying back and my tvs just on the floor cause i dont have a table so ofc it broke um

:: 4.30.25 :: listening to ~ hyperballad by björk :: time passes SO FAST! but when i'm waiting for something, it passes slow as ever. if you didn't get it yet, i'm waiting for packages. eBay can be pretty slow depending on where the shipper is..but i always choose the least expensive option..and regret it later. whatever! okay, here's some things that have happened to me. - during staar testing (ugh..and i have MAP testing next week..) i puked and a gooner started telling everyone, LIKE, YOU CAN'T TALK. i didn't tell anyone about what you did..well other than my friends..IN CLASS. GOONING IN CLASS... so you can shut your big ass mouth for a second. um, okay nothing has really happened to me or well nothing too CRAZY or at leasst that i can think of. here's something, i like to walk around my gym class and say hi to people, is that really so bad! but the thing is, i'm scared that people will think i'm either 1. SPED because WHO goes around saying hi to anyone but a retard. 2. i'm trying to flirt. just because you're the opposite gender and i say hi to you, doesn't mean i want you. it's called being NICE and JOLLY. i want to share my joy with you. not my butt. or something.. also anyways, i've been listening (at least today) to factory 81 again a bit, because i found out theyre on the site i use (allflac.com) in school! what fun. and they have a..selection of underground nu metal, and you know, i got REALLY excited cause i saw milkweed, but it's some prog band..from the 70s..with the same name....no fun. and a lot of BJORK! I LOVE BJORK! so freaking much! anyways AGAIN. i want to re.....do some sites i don't currently use, such as khimera.neocities.org to be band fanpages. (obviously to CHIMAIRA!) not really for news, just like my reveille and factory 81 site, just to share information and show stuff about bands i like. i might make xsdurex to kmfdm (i think id have to change that name though...) and of course khimera to chimaira. i think i have some other unused sites...i'm not sure anymore. i'll have to check. but i'll find a use.

:: 4.7.25 :: listening to ~ give up, give in, lie down by dry kill logic :: see that i just did? i gonna start doing it! aren't i so clever? okay anyways, to the point, some insults i really enjoy getting.. i don't know if theyre insults sometimes. like being called a haunted doll or being told i look creepy... thank you *sheds a tear* no but really, i love hearing insults/things like that... just as long as its not something totally cringe like the old come suck my blood moritica i feel like everyone's heard something like that, depending on their style. and i'd be gomez too! not even morticia. i'm also happy about this week, it will be fun, i can do whatever i please in creative writing now because of testing and we'll have a special schedule because of testing too which is always fun. and i'm going to my aunt's pizza party on thursday. well, she's not really my aunt but it kinda counts. i went to her house on sunday and it was super fucking cool.. it'll sound like i'm exaggerating but i'm really not, when you walk in, it's like a forest with fake vines and moss and stuff everywhere..EVERYWHERE and weird ass stuff like a cardboard willy wonka, chucky dolls, giraffes, disco balls, a stage... um, all kinds of weird stuff, it's really cluttered and decorated in a GOOD way. it's awesome... :: now listening to ~ your own tears by cold ::

:: 4.6.25 :: ok...i feel kinda OBLIGATED to write here! i haven't in..well it's about to be a month! i've been doing other things. we're having important tests starting tomorrow on monday, and i've been doing..everything but studying. okay, if 'everything' is listening to music and playing games..games being ONE. and it's a MOBILE game. cookie run... i've been grinding in it, last time i played it before like a week or 2 ago was... 3 years ago now? yeah.. but i have some pretty solid cookies, i'm trying to upgrade them and get to the highest rank in arena, i'm master 2 right now. i'm only 20 trophies away from 3000.. and there's only 1 day left of the season... but other than that, i've just been listening to music and researching bands, i'm hoping to actually use the music section of this.. 101% more industrial, 101% more gothic rock, i've already found every nu metal band under the sun, so i'm expanding.... okay, i'm not expanding because i've always listened to this stuff, I JUST MEAN NEW BANDS. yeah. oh! how about an update on the last entry! well, there have already been a lot if you know me at least, but my hair turned out pretty nice, i just redid it on friday so it's looking pretty fresh. not sure what else to add, i'm pretty happy cause i'm getting 40 dollars after begging my uncle, woohoo. i'm also rereading JTHM, every issue, and afterwards i wanna reread squee and i feel sick.

:: 03.18.25 :: Hey hey! I made the site today! That unintentionally rhymed. I should become a rapper. Or maybe not. Well, I don't have a lot to say. I just wanted to make an entry. I'm going to dye my hair with 5 dollar semi-permanent red dye..So..Wish me luck on not going bald. I've dyed my hair a lot, with box dye, which everyone says not to but..my hair looks fine! just not with you know, 5 dollar dye. So...Yeah. just hoping it's alright. Don't care too much about the health of my hair. Rather more if it looks good! Or I suppose unhealthy hair is prone to looking bad but..Whatever. Okay anyways, I decided to make a new site because well I just got bored of my 'old' site (harakiri) and I also wanted to change it's name without changing everything! Or well. Sort of changed everything. I mean, with the site still being up. You know, I got PRETTY far on a new layout for it, spent alot of time on it and I think it looked pretty solid! probably wont ever use it though. I'll probably upload a picture of it on my showcase site, 40tao. It's linked in Chimpsnot, linked on the side..Links links links so many links. The name of this site is taken from two: MORPHEUS - my FAVORITE character of all time, from the Matrix. He's the coolest character ever. So fucking awesome!!! and CHAMBER - well, a chamber..But more so COAL Chamber. One of my favorite bands, I love them. I love Meegs and Rayna alot alot but also Mikey and Dez, can't choose a favorite! Theyre a bit gimmicky, but i don't care. They're the best and so cute. In style, you know..